why do Colonials write
One my more approachable and less avant-garde of poems is a question I dedicate to fellow Filipino (and colonial) bloggers, if that word is allowable. The incarnation of this piece was a nagging question of mine as well, in as much as I know from history that Rizal wrote in a language not his own; in as much as other Illustrados followed suit. In a way bloggers and Filipino writers, poets etc., are New Illustrados, although perhaps in a lesser luminance as the originals of Rizal's time. The intention however to bring light remains there. However, the same social question remains - who will listen, and will the message get across?
This piece is the second of poems I wrote on the i-colonial series. A literary criticism by Gracia Perdeguerra, published here with permission, follows:
why do Colonials write
filipino writers, bloggers and poets in english, this is for all of us
why do colonials write
in a language not their own
is it but compulsion
to reconquer enslaved souls
or trickery of tongues
desiring the master's scrolls
is it acting out plays
that we were told to be grandiose
or - affiliation
to the master's gourmet choice
is it altruism
that we share this enclave
do we but compensate
for a freedom we don't have
or more to elevate
dissociate us from slaves
perhaps we do amuse
ourselves with our new grace
we acquire mastery
by swearing a different name
professing that ourselves
are apostles of new face
we create the symbols
undoing mistakes years past
suppressing the anguish
of being a conquered land
is this reparation
from guilt of lost of old fights
or do we write because
yes, the war was never gone
in this final bastion
do we consider the words
do we colonials write
and claim this language our own?
Copyright (2005) Jardine Davies
Published in The Philippine Graphic, May 14, 2005.
Gracia Perdeguerra critiques this poem:
"While reading this poem, I felt the compulsion to say something about colonialism and the question on colonial writing. Why do colonials write is like asking, why do humans breathe? Or, why does the sun set in the West?
First, the question is valid; or, the statement is radical-whichever come first in one's mind.
Second, the question seeks redress from the alienation, but what it turns out is that, the Filipino writer is against itself, allowing the colonizer to embody the colonized ideals and sentiments, passive.
Third, the question inhabits a body, a topography which positions itself in the margin of the language.
The persona succumbs to utility, to a practical solution to dead freedom. A freedom that can never be won, a freedom that was lost a long time ago ...Is it the only the style of the persona to write in small caps or is it a reflection of the individual's subjection to the dominant language? Is the reason for it not punctuated is that, the one asks for a period (meaning a pause or stop) or a comma, or a continuance in the antithesis of it not being final, for colonization is invisible yet working under the master's hands?
Fourth, the question is the moral decadence of the persona, capitulating to the sweet tongue of the colonizer, for it converts the Indio to a sophisticated citizen of the world, civilized.
Fifth, the persona speaks of liberation as an obsequious response to enslavement, the honor in being clothed with the master's robe rather than be trampled upon in the border.
Sixth, the persona succumbs to utility, to a practical solution to dead freedom. A freedom that can never be won, a freedom that was lost a long time ago, a freedom that was sold, a freedom that was bought back at the expense of pride and honor, a freedom that has no name, only an idea, since, the Filipinos was never really freed and still remain as a colonial.
And with all these answers, the question remains, why do colonials write?
For lack of nothing better? No matter who we are or what we do, we will write. Being colonial is a word injected to Filipinos by the master. To utter it is to pronounce its existence. To ignore it is to diminish its power. To ask is futile, to answer is the same."
posted by Jdavies @ 2/19/2005,
Jdavies lives in Quezon City, Philippines and has been blogging since 2002. A brand manager in a leading technology company and a freelance new media/web strategy consultant, he has refocused his blogging from personal, political & sociological observations, to marketing-related efforts and Internet trends that are relevant to his career and branding advocacies.
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